About Me
My name is Benson Low. I work in creative non-fiction after a career as a child psychologist.
I practiced as a Ph.D. child clinical psychologist for nearly 40 years, publishing various professional articles during that time. Although that's now behind me, I am still intrigued by the development of children's minds and their self-discovery in that process. These matters inform my writing, especially my current project.
I loved baseball when I was young, and those feelings deepened after I started an "old man hardball" league in Seattle 35 years ago. The game encompasses my favorite things: Challenge, practice, teamwork, limitation, and the ever-present spectre of failure despite all preparations for success.

How to Turn a Boy Into a Leaf
Current project synopsis
A Chinese boy with only scant knowledge of his own family's history feels rootless and insubstantial amongst friends brimming with confidence about theirs. Unaware of the Chinese Exclusion Act and its accompanying Chinese Confession Program, he's too young to know the truth because it may endanger the family. He fills in the blanks with comical misunderstandings about his real family members and himself, mixing longing with fantasy.
As he grows, his curiosity remains unsated; he's hollowed out for what he longs to know, but doesn't. Years pass, and then he learns that his father has been a paper son from the start, entering the U.S. illegally as someone else. His mysterious and remote grandfather in Yucatan, whom he meets occasionally in Tijuana as a teenager, has been the invisible hand protecting his father. He doesn't know that his grandfather lives "illegally" as an undocumented immigrant himself in Mexico, arriving just after the nation adopted its own Chinese exclusion laws.
After his parents' and grandfather's deaths, the boy, now grown, travels to Yucatan to find his grandfather's burial place. What he finds shocks him and compels him to question everything his strict, Confucian father has taught him. His discoveries lead to clues resolving longstanding mysteries his father has bequeathed him.
His experience shines a harsh ligh upon immigrtation injustice and hatred reserved for Chinese people alone, and the price it extracts from one family over two generations, even after repeal. Most of all, the story reveals, like a rock tumbler rolling for decades, the jewel of devotion that transcends the family's long and crushing separations, and transforms their suffering into beacons of hope.
RECOGNITION
Adaptations of this manuscript have garnered awards:
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2023 Edmonds Write On the Sound Literary Contest, Memoir/Non-fiction, Prompt: Revelation
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2024 Edmonds Write On the Sound Literary Contest, Memoir/Non-fiction, Prompt: Silence